Something missing, left behind

[8etterl8]

Who: Vriska (8etterl8) and John (ghostytrainer)
Where: Other House
When: Aug 19, Afternoon
Summary: Vriska kind of needs a feelings jam after this thread
Rating: PG-13 for potential language
Log:


After finally getting away from Karkat and his ridiculous nonsense, Vriska spends a little while, just sitting there, thinking of all the different things. Things from back home and things from Johto. Regrets, which she does have, though it's none of Karkat's fucking business.

With a frustrated sigh, she grabs her gear again and sends a text to John.

Hey, where are you?

Comments

[8etterl8]

"Eh, Karkat decided to get nosy and asked if I ever regretted my actions from back home. Like I'm some cold bitch that lacks basic motivations or some shit? I meant what a dumb question. It's not like I like killing my friends!"

More like she doesn't like sharing her feelings of remorse on killing her friends. With John it's okay. With John it's different. John doesn't really judge her like the others would. But having to tell Karkat was just plain dumb.

[ghostytrainer]

He frowns a little, quirking a brow.

what brought that up?

And then he hastily adds.

in your conversation with karkat, i mean.

Because obviously he knows what brought that up just now, he did!

[8etterl8]

She shrugs. "I guess he had some heartfelt feelings jam with Eridan or some shit. Now he's got me thinking about things though. I have a lot better things to be doing that thinking about all the stupid shit that happened back home."

Because thinking about this stuff is giving her feelings, and god forbid there be feelings.

[ghostytrainer]

well let's put those better things on hold for a second. because thoughts are like burps. they're better out than in.

well some thoughts, anyway. you know! like troubling ones or ones that make you feel weird wow let's just pretend i didn't make this analogy.

He scribbles out the last few lines. It's like that embarrassment never happened now! You totally didn't read it Vriska.

Totally.

anyway, what's going on in that spidery brain of yours?
we will talk about it and you will feel better and then we can do something fun. :D

Why he drew a smiley face when she can clearly see that he's smiling is anybody's guess. Could be a force of habit, could be a double reassurance that everything will be okay or it could just be because John doesn't see why the fuck not.

[8etterl8]

That analogy (that totally didn't happen, because Vriska's okay with pretending he never wrote those words. Burps John? Really?) earns him a weird look at first, but it eventually morphs into a small smile.

"Just thinking about all the stuff I guess I regret and wondering about second chances. I mean, I got a second shot with Tavros and I thought it went pretty damn well, until he up and disappeared. Now things are weird again."

[ghostytrainer]

It sounded like a good analogy at the time!

what about second chances?

and even if things are weird, you managed it once, right? so it's not like it's impossible to patch things up with him again.

sucks that you have to but that's one of the negatives about johto that unforutnately, we can't control.

But oh how he wishes there was an off switch on whatever force it is that sends people back home.