"I know... I know, and I don't. Honest. I'm not the kind of person who... y'know, blames themselves for all kinds of stupid shit like that."
And she doesn't. As much as she's got the usual package of survivor's guilt and 'If I only ...', she knows it's not her fault.
"... But it still happened 'cause Dad saved me. Took me in. I just..."
And then she sighs deeply and brings a hand to her head, not sure where she's even going with this anymore.
"Whatever, it's... it's past, right? And I'm HERE and Dad's here, and Claudia's not gonna hurt us... I know she's not gonna hurt us because here, she has no reason to, even if she still hates him... she wouldn't. I know she wouldn't. ... So why do I still feel so fucked-up?"
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And she doesn't. As much as she's got the usual package of survivor's guilt and 'If I only ...', she knows it's not her fault.
"... But it still happened 'cause Dad saved me. Took me in. I just..."
And then she sighs deeply and brings a hand to her head, not sure where she's even going with this anymore.
"Whatever, it's... it's past, right? And I'm HERE and Dad's here, and Claudia's not gonna hurt us... I know she's not gonna hurt us because here, she has no reason to, even if she still hates him... she wouldn't. I know she wouldn't. ... So why do I still feel so fucked-up?"