Yes, you see, that's just it. When it feels as though you can't move forward and let any of it go, that's precisely what the Two is seeking to warn you against — not to grow disillusioned, amid those thoughts.

[She pauses, hesitating, trying to decide the right thing to try.]

There are cards, for the way that you're feeling. The Nine of Swords has no other meaning but depression and despair. The Wheel of Fortune means the prisoner of forces outside one's control. But — but you didn't turn up any of those, you see? You picked one that tells you there's hope, so surely there must be...? Or else why that one, and not one of the others — especially when you say yourself that the others were so fitting?