[Penny closes her eyes for a second, gathering her thoughts. And courage. When she speaks again, it's a lot quieter than usual.]

Okay, um. Do you remember, when we got to Goldenrod. That first weekend, when everything was being weird, and I. Kissed you.

[Big metaphorical breath, and then in a rush, in a voice that's squeakier than she intended-]

Have you ever wanted to maybe do that again. Because. I think I kind of do. Sort of a lot.

[Oh god, pray for a moonquake, maybe the ground will open and swallow her whole and save her from herself...]