[Yosuke pauses again, he knows he needs to focus and not let himself get completely sidetracked by one small aspect of things, not in the middle of this.]

[He lowers his head, and though his voice is trembling, something about it is very firm.] I don't want to throw away chances in my life, though. We - we could leave tomorrow and never remember it. Something worse could happen. I-I don't want to live running from myself or my feelings... whatever the hell it is they are.

I want to try. I... need to find my own truth, and I don't think I can do that by pretending that what happened didn't mean anything. Or that we could just keep... being weird with each other. [His voice cracks slightly. The idea of losing his best friend is probably the most terrifying part of this all, and the thing that's been most prevalent over the last month and a half. Best friends - partners. Could he really let that slip away?]

Whatever you want to do, I'll try to accept it. Even if it means you want me to leave because of this stuff. [And back into self-deprecation, because clearly the fact that he's not completely willing will obviously make Souji hate him in the theatre of Yosuke's mind.]