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Not this crap again
Who: Shaun Mars
neededlassie and Carter Blake
lieutenantantichrist (possibly Norman Jayden
triptoprofiling later)
What: Shaun has another traumatizing encounter with water, and learns a valuable lesson about keeping Susie out of her Pokeball when he's at all near water ever.
When: Afternoon of 3/2
Where: Roundabouts Route 32
Shaun had been training Calvin against some of the Surskit and other water types (but not the Buizel) around the water. Because Susie and Calvin didn't get along when Calvin was training, Shaun let her stay in her pokeball. The wood on the bridge was more slippery than Shaun expected, though, so when he ran out onto the wooden boards pumping with adrenaline with Calvin in hot pursuit of a Surskit, he wasn't expecting to slip. He slid off of the wood with a scream, sliding into the water almost in slow motion, his hands scrambling for purchase on the planks. Cold fear overwhelmed him as he slid into the even colder water, and his chest seized up. He reached for the disappearing sky as it faded into dark, dark blue.
Then something slimy wrapped around his ankle, and suddenly he was sucked even further under, and when he opened his mouth to scream water rushed in.
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What: Shaun has another traumatizing encounter with water, and learns a valuable lesson about keeping Susie out of her Pokeball when he's at all near water ever.
When: Afternoon of 3/2
Where: Roundabouts Route 32
Shaun had been training Calvin against some of the Surskit and other water types (but not the Buizel) around the water. Because Susie and Calvin didn't get along when Calvin was training, Shaun let her stay in her pokeball. The wood on the bridge was more slippery than Shaun expected, though, so when he ran out onto the wooden boards pumping with adrenaline with Calvin in hot pursuit of a Surskit, he wasn't expecting to slip. He slid off of the wood with a scream, sliding into the water almost in slow motion, his hands scrambling for purchase on the planks. Cold fear overwhelmed him as he slid into the even colder water, and his chest seized up. He reached for the disappearing sky as it faded into dark, dark blue.
Then something slimy wrapped around his ankle, and suddenly he was sucked even further under, and when he opened his mouth to scream water rushed in.
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He stared at Blake's hand and then past it up at him as if the hand was another stinger and he didn't know whether he was supposed to take it or not. The man who killed his father had just saved Shaun's life. Pulled him from the water. Wrestled him away from a Tentacool. Saved a boy who hated him. It didn't...fit. Blake was a police officer, yes, but so was the man who had trapped him in that well - had left all those other boys there to die before him.
Calvin climbed up to perch on his shoulder, and after a moment of thought Shaun reached up and took it, climbing shakily and unsteadily to his feet. He favored his hurt ankle, but he could hobble on it if he had someone to lean on. Maybe. Most of the way. He took his backpack off and fished around inside for Susie's Pokeball, letting the Floatzel out in a flash of light. The starter was immediately concerned over her trainer, and supported Shaun's injured side all the while starting in on Calvin in harsh tones. The baby pokemon started crying almost immediately, chattering back at her in anger and frustration.
Shaun didn't really seem in any shape to tell them to knock it off.
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At the moment, all Blake was thinking about was getting Shaun moving so they could get someplace warm and dry off. It was a nice day if you weren't soaked in seawater. The kid was looking at him the same way Nathaniel did, exactly like he was a monster sent to drag him to Hell, but a raving lunatic was a lot different from a scared kid.
Blake tried not to look threatening. The last thing he needed was to get electrocuted by a rat or kicked again.
Eventually Shaun took his hand and Blake pulled him up. He kept holding onto him on the other side from the Pokemon. You couldn't expect a bipedal weasel to do everything, and Shaun looked like he could use all the help he could get. He could feel his hand shaking.
They headed out toward town, with Blake's wet socks squelched on the pier. His shoes were floating out in the ocean somewhere now. Probably stolen by a goddamn squid. They weren't made for hiking miles of monster-filled wilderness anyway.
The weasel and rat were yowling at each other. Blake looked over and growled at them, "Both of you shut up."
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Shaun resolutely did not look at Blake or say a word to him for most of the walk back to Violet City. He was going to have to try to dry out his Pokedex and Pokegear, and go to the mart to get it replaced if it was broken. Everything else was either waterproof or in baggies.
The silence was broken when Blake snapped at Calvin and Susie. The two Pokemon in question went silent. "Don't tell them what to do." Shaun's tone was quiet, but his little fingernails dug dangerously into Blake's hand. Susie returned to her task of giving Shaun someone to lean on and also reassuring him that he wouldn't fall in again. Calvin just fretted on his shoulder, nuzzling his face uncertainly.
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McNulty followed behind them, the opposite of how sheep herding was supposed to work. Hell, sheep aren't supposed to be able to shoot lightning either.
Shaun's voice and his tightening grip held warning that he might flip out again, and his Pokemon had clammed up, so Blake shut his mouth too.
The checkpoint was a hell of a lot warmer. As soon as they walked in, they were swarmed. Shaun was well-known here, and everybody wanted to know why the two of them were soaking wet and beat up. Blake tried to explain about getting jumped by a demented bastard squid.
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When they got to the checkpoint and the guard there called for backup to escort them to the Pokemon center, Shaun's explanation went over a little better than Blake's did. His voice trembled and splintered as he stumbled over the words, but the little trooper made it through the recounting without crying, even though he had to scrub at his eyes. In the warmth of the checkpoint, the adrenaline that had been keeping his legs under him until that point gave out, and he just fell pitifully to his knees, unable to go any farther.
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The kid was tougher than he looked. He got it all out before swaying on his feet and hitting the ground. Getting crowded around couldn't be helping.
"Back off, goddammit," he growled at them, and managed to clear some space.
There weren't a lot of options. The kid was going to be pissed, but hell, it's not like he wasn't already.
Blake bent down and picked him up. It was easy. He didn't weigh much.
"Yeah, I know," he muttered to him. "But it's quicker this way. It's not far."
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It had been easier in Johto, when he could just think of Susie and the rest of his team as his designated guardian(s) and know that they weren't leaving him alone anywhere. But the helplessness and the cold and everything else that came rushing back to him when he slipped off the pier - when his Pokemon weren't there to protect him - all of it came crashing down on him as the well-meaning adults and older kids crowded him in the checkpoint.
He hunched over on his knees, whimpering miserably and trying not to cry. He barely even paid attention to Blake's voice growling for everyone to back off, wouldn't have noticed at all if it weren't for the easing of the press of bystanders around him. He was borderline hyperventilating and whimpering with every wheezy exhale, trembling from head to toe.
He nearly screamed when Blake picked him up, his frantic breaths picking up briefly, his wet clothes making his skin feel uncomfortably tight, and he just needed to be able to trust someone. He wrapped his arms tightly around Blake's neck and clung on, shivering as he buried his face between his arm and Blake's neck. Despite having also been in the cold water, the man radiated heat, and Shaun was hurting and panicking and borderline sobbing against the man's dripping wet clothes, a miserable bundle in Blake's arms.
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Blake shifted the kid a little awkwardly to get a better grip on him. He'd expected the kid to go with him grudgingly, but he was holding on for dear life. Any port in a storm. Fuck, bad choice of words.
His voice softened. It came out a little odd, since it wasn't really used to it. "It's okay. You're gonna be all right. We're almost there, see?"
He added to himself under his breath, "Goddamn squid."
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Susie and Calvin followed worriedly behind Blake. Calvin grabbed onto McNulty's wool and climbed up astride him despite the sheep's protests, because he would get left in the dust otherwise on his tiny baby legs.
Being back out in the cold sent a shock through Shaun's wet, bedraggled limbs, and his fingers still tingled like his skin was stretched too tightly, like all of his muscles were pulled too taut.
Still, he heard every word Blake said,and it stung like a knife that it was comforting.
"dnsybdwrds," he mumbled incoherently into Blake's neck, in less of a tone that threatened a meltdown and more one that was just almost given up.
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It was odd to have something on his back, but McNulty felt a sort of kinship with the little mouse. He trotted dutifully after the humans.
Shaun was quiet, but breathing weird. Jesus, life hated this kid. it was fucking ridiculous. You'd think one near-drowning at the hands of a child-murdering psycho (fucking two-faced bastard scum-) would earn a Get Through The Rest Of Life Free card.
The kid mutters something that Blake doesn't catch as he shifts his grip so he can open the door to the Pokemon Center.
"Huh?"
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From the timeline that he's from, Shaun is the lucky Mars. Every other Mars aside from his mother (who had been thinking about going back to her maiden name, which Shaun only knew because she'd tried to convince him it would be better if he let her change his name too) was dead. Of course, two near-drownings didn't seem lucky, but at least they were near-drownings, even if he was terrified of baths and rain.
Shaun clung tighter when Blake's grip shifted, and he sucked his lower lip between his teeth and took a shaky, nervous breath before repeating, "Don't say bad words."
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He wasn't used to being around kids. He kept forgetting to watch his fucking mouth.
Somebody else might ask if the Mars family had pissed off any gypsies lately, but Blake knew plenty of nasty shit happened all on its own.
They came into the center followed by a trail of animals. Fortunately there weren't that many people around besides the clone nurse at the counter. Her standard obnoxiously cheerful greeting turned to alarm when she saw the state they were in. It might have been the same one from the other day, who the hell knew. Oh. Judging by the dirty look she shot Blake as she rushed over to fuss over the kid, probably. Like it was his fault.
"Mutant jellyfish," Blake said shortly. The welt on his face had to be pretty self-explanatory. He showed her where it got Shaun, too, and she rushed off to get something. They must have had some kind of standard mutant squid procedure.
So far, Shaun hadn't reacted real well to being the center of attention. Not hard to understand. Nobody likes being rubbernecked at. They were attracting a few stares, so Blake tried distracting him.
"Your weasel looks different."
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The Pokemon Center was warm, and Nurse Joy's concerned voice set Shaun even more at ease. A couple of her Chansey helpers brought a gurney for Blake to set Shaun on so that Nurse Joy could treat his ankle, and when he was set down Shaun slid so that he was lying down on his side, curled up with his injured ankle atop the other and his hands pillowed under his head.
His eyes were starting to look shock-like and distant, when Blake's voice called him back to reality and he looked around for his starter. Blake is lucky Shaun is out of it enough that "weasel" sounded like "Buizel".
"She evolved. She's a Floatzel now." Susie came over to her trainer, and he reached out with one hand to reassuringly scratch his fingers lightly into the little swoop of fur on the crown of her head.
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"Huh. Looks tougher."
It was a good foot taller than it used to be. Blake was about to say weasels don't float, but for all he knows, they might. It never really came up before.
"Oh yeah, that reminds me." He dug in his bag and got out a pokeball. "Steve'll be mad if I let her miss the chance to say hi."
A mad Snubbull meant Carter got gnawed on, and that was a pain in the ass, so he zapped her out. When she saw Shaun her eyes got large, and she approached his gurney cautiously. She didn't want to scare the boy.
"Bull?" she inquired.
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He was still barely paying any attention to anything going on around him. Susie hovered next to his knee, making fretful noises every now and again, and Calvin wound up on the gurney next to him, cuddled apologetically to Shaun's side. The Pichu was more subdued than normal.
Shaun didn't seem to even register Carter talking until a bright flash of light heralded Steve's release from her Pokeball. The little Snubbull peered up at him from the ground. Susie's attention was drawn to Steve as well, and the now-evolved Floatzel gave her once-opponent a nod of acknowledgement.
"Hi Steve," Shaun said.
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Shaun was quiet and distant-looking, but at least he wasn't catatonic. You couldn't ask for much more than that.
Steve nodded back to Susie politely. It was a good fight, and she would like to test her skills in a rematch sometime. She looked to his guardians for permission, then hopped up onto the gurney beside him and put her stubby arms around him in a hug.
Blake rubbed his welt and looked away. Jesus, affectionate dogmonsters.
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Susie watched Steve carefully, but let her approach Shaun. His soaked wool coat is probably staticky as heck from the attention Calvin's been giving him, but the hug from Steve actually makes Shaun look at her in surprise. A small smile comes to his lips and he wraps an arm around her, scritching her ears with that hand.
"I'm okay, Steve." He looks at his own worried Pokemon. "I'm...I'm okay, guys."
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Blake wouldn't have figured the kid could do that. With all the little animals around him, he looked like goddamn Snow White.
A woolly head butted Blake's hand.
"Yeah, yeah, nobody's forgetting about you," Blake muttered, petting him surreptitiously. Good thing he was dry.
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Shaun looked up at Blake for the first time in a few minutes.
"Why did you save me?" he asked.
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Blake looked up from the sheep. "Huh?"
It took a second to sink in. At the time he hadn't known it was Shaun, not until he got closer, but that didn't make a difference.
"What kind of question is that? Nobody'd just walk by and let a kid drown. You gotta do something. It's reflex."
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His expression was still cautious and guarded, even with the admission, still not quite believing Blake's story.
"But..." He trails off. But what? But they hate each other? For the first time, Shaun's faced with the truth that the policeman may be a jerk, but the hatred between them was one-sided.
But Blake killed his dad? Yeah, that was true. But that didn't really have anything to do with Blake saving his life.
The monster who killed his dad was human. It shouldn't have been a shock, but to an 11-year-old who hadn't been taught so much as thrust headfirst into the lesson that bad things happen to good people, Blake had by necessity become a villain on par with the man who kidnapped him as a way to help him cope, to give him something to project his anger, his grief, and his guilt onto.
With Blake's affectionate starter sprawled across his lap and the man telling him that he'd acted out of instinct, out of decency, Shaun didn't really know what to think anymore.
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Everything he'd done was to save this kid, even if he'd never believe that. Not for anything personal, but just because it was his job. There were plenty of people a lot older who didn't get it either. Everybody who got the story with the benefit of hindsight and tabloid black-and-white thought they would've gotten it right, like they wouldn't be calling Blake a monster if Ethan Mars had been the killer and he hadn't gone all-out to stop him.
The strangest thing was, the kid could have easily been right. If the man he thought was the killer had come out of that warehouse alone, at the first false move, Carter would have had him shot. Wouldn't have thought twice. Hesitation got people killed.
Carter scratched at his welt. The nurse immediately called "Don't scratch that!" as she passed by. He dropped his hand and made a face at her back.
He shrugged. "You're eleven, kid. That we don't get along that great doesn't mean I'm gonna let you get f- let you get killed."
Now if it had been Jayden, him Blake might've let fight a squid on his own.
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As far as Shaun knew, the police had never bothered looking for him. It was only his dad who knew where to find him.
He knew his dad was dead when he laid his head on his chest and didn't hear his heartbeat, but he refused to believe it until he woke up in the hospital the next day and his mom broke down crying when he asked where his dad was.
Shaun was silent for a long moment. He looked down at the Snubbull in his lap, and then over at his Pichu and Floatzel.
"Who would've saved me if you'd shot my dad before he found me?"
Yeah he's not talking about his most recent near-drowning anymore.
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Blake was absently scratching McNulty's head. He looked up at the sudden subject change. Shaun's eyes had a haunted quality that an eleven-year-old's shouldn't.
It wasn't an easy question to answer, but he owed the kid that much.
"He wasn't the only one looking. The whole police force was coming for you. So was that journalist."
Madison Paige was a crazy idiot to try to track down the killer on her own, and god was he ever sick of seeing that damn book everywhere, but he had to respect the balls it took to crash through a barricade on a goddamn motorcycle.
"And Norman."
Fuck, that was hard to admit.
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"But he found me. My dad was the only one who found me in time."
Because Shaun wasn't stupid. He remembered being too weak, too tired to keep his head above water. He knew that if his dad hadn't come, he would've drowned. The implication was there, the accusation, plain as the nose on his face.
If you'd shot him before he found me, I would've drowned.
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"No, they were there too. You didn't see them?"
It would be natural for the kid not to be paying much attention to anybody besides his dad. Shaun had been going on four days alone in a well without food or sleep and nearly died (Blake shoved away the rekindled rage about who would fucking do that to a kid), though, and could have missed a freight train.
From her place on Shaun's lap, Steve gave Blake a look that said clearly, Don't you dare upset this little boy.
"I saw Paige walk out with you and your dad, and I got the rest of the story straight from Jayden." The whole station had, as sickeningly unbelievable as it was. "You must've been confused. After all that, it's a miracle you were even conscious."
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"No they weren't. No one but my dad was." His tone wavered a little bit. "I dunno anyone named Paige." His eyes narrowed even more. "I'm not confused, I know what happened."
He was starting to simmer with anger and resentment again, coming to a slow boil tempered mostly by the pink dog still in his lap. However mad he got at Blake, he wouldn't punish Steve for it.
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Kids. You couldn't reason with them. Blake didn't want to get him yelling or crying again, even without a pink dog and a waterweasel teaming up to death glare at him.
"Madison Paige, that's the journalist I was talking about. She was helping your dad."
Aiding and abetting was what Blake would have called it at the time.
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Susie looked about like she was going to introduce Blake to her Ice Fang for that, the crest on her head fluffed up in anger, and her flotation sac inflating.
"I don't know any journalist. Dad never..." He never told him about a journalist.
He never got the chance to, either.
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None of them had anything on this kid.
Blake let his breath out slowly.
"It doesn't matter now. The real world's a long ways away."
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Shaun let out a shaky breath as well when Blake finally spoke. He looked down at his lap and the Snubbull still sprawled across it. It did matter, it mattered to him, because as far as he was concerned, if Blake had showed up before Ethan got into the warehouse, then Shaun would be dead.
After all, he had spent four days pleading with the killer to let him out, and each time he had been met with "I can't do that, Shaun." "Your dad is the only one strong enough to save you." "He's on his way, Shaun, don't worry." And then when he came to, his dad was there. It should come as no surprise that the boy thought his dad could move mountains.
It was a long moment before Shaun spoke again.
"Could you call Norman and tell him to come?"
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If Ethan Mars had been there alone, if they'd all gotten there in time to catch him outside the warehouse...ifs were a waste of time to think about. (If Nathaniel Williams had had another weapon.) Once you started thinking about that, soon you were second-guessing everything you did and never getting anything done.
Blake noticed he'd been combing his fingers through McNulty's wool. Now and then the static prickled and made tiny sparks.
"Yeah. Sure."
His phone made some weird noises and the display was messed up, but it was dry enough to work.
"Hey, Norman. Come pick up the kid at the Pokecenter."
All that 'hello, how are you' crap was for other people.
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...Something was up.
Shortly afterwards, Norman walks into the Pokemon Center in a rushed worry. Looking in different directions for Shaun.
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He didn't notice Norman come in, but Susie did. She waved a paw with a call of "Floatzel!"
AHH DIDN'T SEE THIS, SORRY FOR THE LATE
When the weasel called out he looked up and saw Norman. Blake put the mug down and got up. For once, he didn't feel like chewing him out. He came closer so he could keep his voice low. Had to go by him to get to the door anyway.
"Kid fell in the water," he said shortly.
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Perhaps it was all of the above. Yeah that's it. Norman nearly had a heart attack.
He looks at Blake for a second, his brows are raised. The guy looks like a helpless worrywart. He doesn't say anything in response.
No, instead he walks past Blake to Shaun.
"Hey..."
He paces slowly towards him.
"You alright there?"
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Shaun looked up at Norman when the man approached him. There was something haunted in the little boy's eyes, a look that didn't belong on any 11-year-old. He hunched forward and wrapped his arms around himself.
"Yeah," he said, even though it was pretty obvious to anyone with eyes that he wasn't.
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Blake stayed back and kept his mouth shut.