http://thisdesertrose.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] thisdesertrose.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] route_10652010-09-29 05:22 pm

If we could sit together a moment

Who: Squall Leonhart and Firion
Where: The Dark Cave
When: Wednesday
Summary: Firion finally finds Squall in the Dark Cave and they have a chat.
Rating: PG to be safe?
Log:
After talking to Zidane, Firion approached the Dark Cave and, true its name, it was very dark inside. He reached into his pack and pulled out a flashlight, turning it on and going inside. This world's technology still made him gawk sometimes. It had taken him awhile to figure out how a flashlight even works. A torch without a flame? He didn't get it and in the end, never did. He just new he needed those battery things whenever the light wouldn't turn back on.

He was lucky to have Wild Rose with him as she was the most effective against all these rock Pokemon, but still, he didn't find Squall. Worse still, he got lost. It had been a long time since he had been in this cave and the last time he had another companion. Firion sighed dejectedly, where could Squall have gone? And why did he leave his Pokemon?! It was almost suicidal! No, it was suicidal. He knew Squall liked to be alone but they had all been effected by those nightmares and they all knew Squall had gotten the worst of it all.

"Damn it, Squall," He murmured, crossing his arms, flashlight still in hand. He didn't pay attention during that split second of no light and luck was not on his side. The ground abruptly dropped off. With a startled yelp, Firion felt down the ledge. He was lucky it was hardly more than a five feet, but the staggered way he had fallen meant he found himself sprawled on the ground, knees skinned and scraps on his hand from trying to catch himself. But, it could have been worse and that was the good. "Ow..."

Well, his flashlight had survived, at least. Firion stood up and went to grab it.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
Squall scoffed, chuckling very softly, "I have a hard head. Or at least that's what Doctor Kadowaki always claimed.

"That long? Thought it was only a few days since I left..." The SeeD shrugged before adjusting his position on the floor, tucking a leg underneath him. "Must have hurt--him not remembering you. You and Tidus... You two were close, weren't you? During the Conflict. I remember him saying that he stuck out with you the longest when we were still looking for our crystals."

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course he did. It's just who he was," Squall commented with a shrug, noting the sudden tensed tone in Firion's voice. "Sometimes the memories don't mean much but the person's intent. Though is it the memories that shape someone's personality or something more innate?"

Squall smiled slightly with a hint of wry, "I'll probably never know because memories are currency of a sort in my world."

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
"We can't. The benefits outweigh the cost." It was a standpoint that will never change for him. "Losing our memories... is justified payment for the GFs."

The power they gave them was what they needed to face the dangers of Ultimecia's time. The GFs helped them defeat Ultimecia, allowed them to use and draw magic from others. They even helped them become stronger and more resilient to attacks.

"We didn't know the risks for a while but even after we learned what the GFs wanted for payment, we all decided that we would always need them and it was a sacrifice we would have to make."

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes," Squall nodded once, "It's part of my job description. I'm a SeeD. A mercenary. Protection and infiltration. Stealth and espionage are what I've been trained to do." Among other things. He shrugged lightly, watching his pokemon dart in and out of sight before them.

The true purpose of SeeD might have been to destroy the Sorceress but the decisions NORG made about utilizing SeeD as a mercenary force remained. It was what Squall had been brought up to do, what he had been trained to become from the very beginning, ever since he was enrolled into Garden.

"For all I know... The War might not be over in my world." All he remembered was the island, walking from one end to the other. He was lost in Time Compression and while he was wandering the Time Stream, Ultimecia's propaganda in his time might have still been in effect. Galbadia might have still be trying to eliminate Esthar, might still be trying to take over Balamb.

Balamb Garden was still recovering and being rebuilt after the Battle of Gardens. He never once asked Cid what the status of Garden was. Squall was more concerned about Rinoa than anything else before traveling to Esthar to find Odine.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
"You sound so sure." Shifting, Squall brought a knee up, leaning forward until he could rest his arm on his knee. "There will always be a need for GFs, as long as Sorceresses exist--there will always be a need for them." He shrugged lightly, "It's the only way to gain a level playing field with a Sorceress.

"The World I left.. still needs to be rebuilt, even if the War's not over." Esthar's Capital was most likely completely gone. Trabia needed to be rebuilt. Students and faculty members from Trabia needed aid. "There's still much to do.

"Even if our skills aren't used for war, they can still be used for something else." Protecting others would probably be in high demand. Everything else was still up in the air. "As long as someone's willing to pay some price. Money, resources. Doesn't matter.

"I am a SeeD and I always will be until I die. I can't see myself doing anything else." Except being Rinoa's Knight because she needs me to be her Knight and I promised that I would be.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Squall laughed, almost a bit darkly. "When have I ever had a choice in anything?" He lifted an eyebrow at Firion, scoffing. "The only thing I chose to do was to become stronger. And to accept whatever the universe threw at me. I've never had a choice."

Not when it seemed like my entire life up to this point had been planned out for me since my Sister left me.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Habits die hard." The brunet's lips twitched just slightly. "You're asking a lot from me, Firion." He glanced over at his companion. "You know that. Right?"

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you always like this?" He stared at the offered hand before slowly, deliberately reaching out to grab it. Holding Firion's hand for a heart beat, Squall sighed, then pushed himself off the cave floor.
Edited 2010-10-05 06:57 (UTC)

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
"That doesn't surprise me." Squall glanced over at his ghosts, not yet letting go of Firion's hand. It felt comfortable to have another person's hand in his. It was like another reminder that this was real and actually happening. Not some weird delusion conjured up by magic, Time manipulation or Pokemon.

"We probably should... Head back." Letting go of Firion, Squall walked over to his bag before absently removing the wrapped scarves on his shoulders, intent on putting on his jacket without too much hindrance. "They're probably getting more worried by the minute.

"Aren't they?" He muttered that last sentence under his breath.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Squall shook his head, pulling his jacket on with a little wince of pain. The leather rubbed at his wounds and probably would continue to do so until he took it off. "I'll take care of it." They're my injuries. I've done this to myself. Asking for help wasn't something Squall was used to, for anything. He only had himself to rely on for so long.

"They'll probably want an explanation," He was muttering to himself, throwing his pack over his shoulder, managing to completely hide the flinch of pain from another wound Firion didn't know about. It was the first thing he did once he entered the cave, to reopen the damn wound the Sorceress gave him from his world.

The throbbing pain was mostly gone, if not completely unless aggravated. As long as Firion thought only the wounds on his arms were his only self-inflicted injuries, then Squall didn't see a point of mentioning he had another.

Raising his arm, he called out, "Diablos. Pandemonium. Return."

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"I owe it to them." And you guys need to know... how to snap me out of a hallucination if I'm ever caught up in it again. He had been thinking about it, what really drew him out of the nightmares. It was the fire his starter emitted but it was more than that. "And you. Especially if--no when--something like those nightmares occurs again.

"Cecil called his ghost, Avenger didn't he? What's wrong with Pandemonium?" Squall lifted an eyebrow at Firion.

[identity profile] solidbarrels.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nothing goes as expected." Squall turned, already starting to walk toward the exit of the cave. "They never do. Doesn't matter what world you're in." That was a truth Squall found out the hard way. Both during the War and in the Conflict, even here in this world.

"Hn. Was it?" Squall never bothered to find out the names of the battlefields he fought. They were just arenas that he needed to fight in. "Names differ. Depends mostly on what the person's perspective." He tossed his Drifloon's ball into the air before catching it. "Demon's name came from my world. Diablos's, too."

He paused in his stride, glancing back at Firion over his shoulder. The SeeD jerked his head, "Coming?"