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usedtherapy
Where: Ilex Forest
When: 8/20 through 8/26
Summary: WOO HOO CAMPING-TRIP-DINO-HUNT-VACATION-DATE-EXTRAVAGANZA!
Rating: uhh...PG for possible language?
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[To say that John was "looking forward" to his second date with Rose would be a gross understatement. He had barely been able to sleep the night before they left and ended up knocking on Rose's door at five in the morning because he'd finally given up on the notion of sleep entirely. Plus, weren't you supposed to leave early for camping trips?]

[Unsurprisingly, Rose hadn't expected him that early. She'd given him a very bleary look, stepped back into her room to give her clock a bleary look and then asked "...are we leaving 'lready?"]

[Even less surprisingly...she'd fallen right back asleep the minute they had both clambered inside Elliot and gone on their way. But that was okay. Because she had fallen asleep on John's shoulder and he had absolutely no qualms with that at all.]

[And then a few hours later, his excitement wore off and he too fell asleep. Wow, their trip was off to a great start already!]

[Elliot wasn't the fastest pokemon but fortunately, being a ghost, he didn't really need a lot of sleep. So their four day trip ended up taking only two. Once inside the forest, Elliot went back inside his ball for some much needed rest while the two kids shouldered their packs and began walking through the forest, hand-in-hand.]

[Surely this was going to be the best camping-trip-dino-hunt-vacation-date-extravaganza ever! ~~Also possibly the first ever, because seriously, who besides John would come up with something as crazy as this?~~]

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It doesn't have to be difficult. I really don't think you have anything to worry about. But... [He moves his hand away from his shins, towards Rose.] if you do need help... [And resting his hand on top of hers.] I'm here.

[[Her eyes flick to his hand, then back forward, then back to his hand. Unfurling, she hesitates a moment before scooting a little closer to lean on his shoulder.]]

...thanks.

Edited 2011-08-25 21:57 (UTC)

[For the record, Rose. He thought he was being terribly romantic when he did that. Like straight out of the movies, romantic. (Not that he didn't mean it with all his heart though, rest assured!) Are you charmed yet?]

You're welcome.

[And silence again as he leans against her in return.]

[[After a small bit of enjoying that, she decides that maybe it would be good to talk about him.]]

...did you know Karkat is back?

[And there it is. Somehow he doesn't like knowing that he was right...]

Mm...yeah, I saw that. Had a little chat with him actually. Gamzee too. Good news, huh?

[Yet, he doesn't sound all that excited.]

[[And she can hear that. Maybe this isn't a good idea.]]

Mm. Better news that he will be keeping an eye on Gamzee.

Yeah. Which is good...because I think the last thing that everyone wants is a repeat of last time.

[No Rose, it's a good idea. He needs to talk about this. Even though he really doesn't want to and it'll be like pulling teeth to get him to admit anything.]

[[Just a small nod to that.]]

Even though barely anyone is left who remembers...And those that are, most probably won't remember. You don't, Eridan likely doesn't...sometimes I wonder if it's good or bad.

Mmm...well it's good for those of us that don't remember. Personally, I don't want to remember it. I'm actually kind of glad that I was unconscious for the whole thing, as weird as that may seem. I imagine it probably sucks for you since you still do. But...all in all I'd say it's a good thing that almost nobody remembers.

...mmm.

[[It does suck. That was the most unpleasant experience of her Johto life to date, and on she'd actually like to bring up.

But with no one who remembers, and no one who doesn't that wants to, and the rest she's just not that comfortable with...]]

Yes. It is better this way I suppose.

Yeah. But...that's not the issue here.

[You didn't think you could get away with a subject change so easy now, did you Rose?]

How are you doing? Since...Karkat doesn't remember anything.

[[Dammit.]]

What? I'm fine John.

[[There's a small shrug and a tiny, empty chuckle.]]

I've survived this long without Karkat now. And he...survived even longer without me. It's no big deal.

That's not what I meant and you know it.

Then what did you mean?

[[Yup. You're going to have to be specific to get what you want.]]

You know. Last time you and he were...

[Man this is even harder to talk about than he thought it'd be.]

...you know.

Moirails? We were. And?

Yeah that. And he doesn't remember that...does he?

No, he doesn't, though I did make him aware of it.

Oh? [And emotional turmoil is a-go. So good to have all these ~feelings~ back. Only not really.] And...how did that go?

...well, first he apologized that he doesn't remember and doesn't know me well enough to know how to take it, then proceeded to tell me he will take all of my help in a completely platonic manner, and then he told me to keep my pity to myself after I advised him against working himself to exhaustion. You tell me.

[Aaand the fact that he's actually glad to hear that just makes him hate himself a little more. Because he shouldn't be glad over something that Rose is clearly upset about. He's silent for a while, trying to figure out what to say next.]

[Except wait...]

I thought that was a platonic quadrant.

[He doesn't understand trollmance all that well but the way Karkat explained moirallegiance sure made it sound platonic.]

[[Sigh.]]

In a sense, it is. While there can be hugging between two moirails, it is completely platonic beside. However, because it is considered a 'relationship', when one is trying to say they do not want any moirail-type pity, they say that it is 'platonic' between them to indicate there are no pale feelings.

Edited 2011-08-26 00:59 (UTC)

[He can't help it, Rose. And sadly this is just the tip of the insecurity iceberg that you're seeing here. If you're seeing it at all.]

Oh. Right. Okay so then it...went not-so-good, huh?

[And then this is the part where he wraps his arm around her shoulder and gives her a little squeeze. Because he's failing at verbal comfort and he knows it. So...hopefully this will make up for it.]

[[It helps a little. And she kind of already had a feeling about that lurking iceberg.]]

Basically.

I'm sorry, Rose...

[He nuzzles her head with his cheek a little, falling silent once again. Were he having this conversation with anybody else, he would know exactly what to say. But this is Rose. And even though it's a different quadrant, he doesn't want her to try and rekindle this.]

[Eventually though, he thinks of something else to say instead.]

You know...if you wanted...uh... [Come on John, use your words here.] I could...be your moirail.